when the sun kisses the moon. :)

Today, take a second look at recent events and see them for what they really are -- proof that you rock! You were being flattered and flirted with and you didn't even know it! Stop kicking yourself and start trying to salvage what someone was trying to start! Contact the person who was heaping all the good vibes on you and find out what they are up to tonight. If you're both available, then you should meet up. Big things could start happening very soon. (come on!) this is a joke right?

whenever i come across love, i used to eagerly open my ear, listen to the experiences of people and try to learn from them as much as possible. that was when i myself was not a recipient of that feeling that we used to call love. however , now that i myself experienced this, i realized that love is something which a person should not limit into something that is romantic. well, probably the notion of the common people on love has been very limited. and yes it i very limited to the point of making one blind of the true essence of love. limiting love to a romantic sense makes it very unrealistic. primarily because, love is not only romantic. more often than not, the love that we experience is non-romantic, like those that we have with our friends, family and colleagues. however, just as it is, we should not leave behind romantic love alone, because it is also a form of love. the point of stressing that romantic love is not the only form of love is to ascertain that we do not limit ourselves into it and that we make sure that we are able to explore the totality of what it is really...

my experience on loving and being loved is quite complicated. in a way, the experience taught me a lot of things for it has really been unique and very providential. providential in a sense that it taught me a lot of lessons on how i ought to deal with things in life especially those relating to love...

metaphorically, i should say that my experience of loving and being loved was like the sun kissing the moon. yes, you got the picture right. it is like the familiar eclipse that we usually notice on earth. when we see the eclipse, we are sometimes made to believe that these two heavenly bodies are united. they are thought ot be one. however, we never know that they are miles away from each other. thus the sun could never kiss the moon. however, we are made to believe that they kissed each other. that they were once united. probably yes, in the eyes of imperfect human beings but not in the eyes of our perfect God. (its up for you to interpret this and relate this to my love story- too complicated if i elaborate). hehehe

one thins is for sure... to love is something which every person should not take for the sake of fulfilling one's own desire, desperation or longing. sometimes, love should be sought out of faith. yes, faith should be an ingredient which one should invoke so that it may be said that the realtionship is official. i may sound preachy but it is a reality which every person should face. faith and the realization that things happen according how they should happen should be a solid proof that a relationship is indeed something which one should be thankful for.

i may sound desperate when it comes to this thing, but let me clarify myself... i may end up a jesuit 10 years from now, but at least when i look back to these memories, i could surely say that i have experienced how it is to love, rationalized about this comlicated topic and enjoyed the feeling with some people who are worth it. :)

*please don't get me wrong... i would never choose to become a jesuit as a last resort. if ever i would enter into the order, i would make it my first choice!!! but wait, i am still open to the possibility of getting married :) who does not want to have a child right?

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